Hello! Once you get this you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly, then send this on to 10 of your favorite followers. (Honestly, don’t feel obligated. But it’s good to take a look at ourselves and focus on the things we like about ourselves rather than the things we don’t.)

Aaah, okay. I’m not very good at these things, but I’ll do my best. (It’s a bit sad, but I really struggled to come up with 5). Some of these are a bit personal, so I’ve put them under the cut.

1. My writing. I enjoy writing very much, so one of my favourite things to do is to go back and read over what I’ve written. I still have a lot of room for improvement, but I’m (relatively) happy with a lot of the stuff I’ve produced.

2. My cleanliness. Okay, this one sounds a bit weird (and it’s a bit of a love-hate relationship), but I actually like how tidy I am. It more comes out of a need to have things organised (the hate part of the relationship comes in when I get frustrated over things being messy). But I like it, because it helps me organise my thoughts as much as it helps me organise my environment. (Plus, I think–or at least, I hope–it makes me an easier person to live with?)

3. My generosity. This sounds like I’m bragging, so I really don’t like to put it on the list (but I was struggling to come up with stuff, so…), but I like to think that I’m a fairly selfless person – or at least, I try very hard to be.

4. My passion. I have a tendency to latch onto things I enjoy – hobbies, TV shows, food, anything. It can become a bit of a problem, because sometimes I let my interests consume me completely and I ignore a lot of other important things I should also be doing. But I really love just being able to completely give myself over to a passion of mine. It makes it a lot more enjoyable.

5. My intelligence. Gghh, this one sounds like another brag. But I really like how I’m often able to excel mental challenges. I did very well at school, and I’m doing fairly well at university too. I’m often inclined to being a bit lazy though, but I tend to pick things up fairly quickly, which is something I like about myself. It gives me something to fall back on when I just can’t muster the energy to put in the work. (A very bad mentality though heh).

~~Ah dang it. I know this is supposed to be about~~

positivity, but this would have been a lot easier if it asked for 5 things I don’t like about myself (or rather, things I’d like to improve about myself). I know this isn’t the point of the post, but I think one of my greatest flaws is my constant need for improvement (even where it isn’t due). I think this is something I…. *sigh* need to improve on (hehe).

Sorry, don’t listen to my negativity! This was difficult, but I think it was a good exercise. Thank you for sending it to me, Kit!

So it looks like I’ll be working on the vampire AU fic next! 😀 Thank you to everyone who voted! This will definitely help me focus a little better. The Amnesia fic was a relatively close second, so I’ll be getting to that one soon as well, hopefully. (I’ll get to all of them eventually, but it’ll be a bit easier to get through them now that I’ve established a bit of an order).

I might take a little longer to start posting the vampire fic, since I still need to write up a draft, and I don’t have a completely clear-cut idea of the plot yet. But I hope you all enjoy it when I get it done! Thank you again! ❤

doot of encouragement day 3

Thanks for the encouragement doot! 😀

I… don’t know what’s going on. I’m not one of the kids anymore *sniff*.

What type of multi-chapter fic would you like to see next?

Hey everyone! I hope you don’t mind me doing this, but I’m struggling a little to focus on my longer fics at the moment. I have a pretty short attention span and I’m very easily distracted, so I keep jumping between them. I was hoping you guys could help me out and tell me what you’d most like to see in the (hopefully not too distant) future! It might help me focus my attention a little more.

I’ve created a poll HERE.

Here’s a basic rundown of the options:

Vampire AU: Loosely based on the two drabbles I wrote for my 100 follower celebration. (x and x) It will be Spicyhoney (but I’m sure most of you knew that) and will likely involve a certain degree of angst (and potentially violence as well, just given the nature of the AU).

Medieval AU: Based on the angsty one shot I wrote recently (x). This one will DEFINITELY have serious angst in it, and may potentially contain some disturbing themes pertaining to rape and domestic violence (possibly).

Detective AU: Not really a detective AU. This one is actually based on an incredible one-shot @itsladykit wrote a while ago (x) (and I mean a while ago. I’ve been meaning to do this for months, but as I say, my attention span is pretty limited.) It probably wouldn’t be super long, but it would involve Edgepuff (most likely platonic) with police officer Papyrus. And, yup. You guessed it–angst.

Amnesia Fic: I’ve been mulling this idea over for a while. Basically, it involves a Reset in which someone loses their memory of a long-established relationship (e.g. Stretch loses all memories of being in a relationship with Edge), and they are forced to start from scratch (with one of them retaining their memories. Basically, intense heartbreak). In my head, the ship for this one was Spicyhoney, but I’d be more than happy to branch out and write something else for a change! (It’s probably about damn time.)

~~Hella~~ Angsty Slow-burn: Uh, to be honest, I don’t really know how to describe this one. It’s been in the works for ages, I’ve just never gotten around to properly fleshing it out. It basically involves Spicyhoney, along with a lot of other unnecessary self-indulgent ships thrown in for good measure. It’s sort of an Underfell (with a bit of Swapfell) fic, with a lot of world-building, VERY heavy angst, and disturbing themes.

Yeah. The running theme here seems to be angst. If you’re following me though, I’m sure you don’t mind. You’re probably used to it.

I’d really appreciate the feedback from you all, since knowing what you guys want will probably help me focus a bit more on one fic instead of just jumping between them and never making any real progress. And if you have any additional ideas to contribute to these, please don’t hesitate to tell me. I’d love to hear them. Thanks! ❤