Based on an idea from @cheapbourbon. I didn’t go quite as deep into the angst bucket as their prompt did, but I stuck to the hurt/comfort theme. Basically: Rus is a very depressed boy and really needs Edge to be there for him on some days.
Summary:
There are days when Rus is fine. Functional. Days he can manage. Days he can hold himself together.
This is just gorgeous. Holy fuck. I can’t even adequately express the emotions this is making me feel.
That expression on Rus’s face really captures the essence of depression. He just looks so tired and despairing. He’s used to it, but it doesn’t make it any less difficult. He just. Can’t.
And then—Edge. Holding him and cherishing him and loving him unconditionally. He doesn’t ask him what’s wrong, doesn’t force him to talk, doesn’t even try and make him ‘feel better’. He just… holds him and lets him know that he loves him.
I’m genuinely in tears, I’m doing a terrible job of conveying how much I love this. I’m so glad they have each other. Fuck. Thank you, Bourbon. This really tugged on my heartstrings.
Summary: Possession is nine-tenths of the law: an expression meaning that ownership is easier to maintain if one has possession of something or difficult to enforce if one does not.
Notes:
Every year at Mediawest Con, I sit in the very back of the art show and write porn. The show takes about two hours and it’s a little challenge I run with myself. This story is this year’s offering. Enjoy!
Warnings: Just in case anyone doesn’t notice the ones on AO3. This story is EXPLICIT and it contains; rough sex, jealousy, infidelity, and possessive behavior. If that’s not your flavor of soup, head on back to the salad bar.
music meme thing…. @itsladykit tagged me. I don’t normally draw with music on actually. I live life to music. but I draw to white noise things such as this. music carries too much emotion and messes me up.
anyways…
Rules: put your entire music library into shuffle and pick the first ten songs in there. Italicize the songs that make you emotional and bold the songs that make you happy! Tag ten people to do the challenge too.
Michael Malarkey- Bloody Nose
Spindrift- preachers theme
Staind- Something To Remind you
Jon hopkins- immunity- with king creosote
James Newton Howard- The Gravel Road, The village soundtrack
Foals- London Thunder
Broken Bells- After the disco
Bishop Briggs- Prey (Empty Gun)
Die toten Hosen- Urknall
FIDLAR- 40 oz On Repeat
bonus track:
Marc Steitenfeld- Into the Fray
And
Pixies- Where is my mind
well… that ended up a clusterfuck mess. really guys. My music tastes are… everywhere. I’m not tagging people…
this is the crapy sketch I did while the playlist was shuffling. have some good boys and go listen to some good music. ^.^
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