50, UT Papyrus

From this ask meme.

“Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?”

I’ll be honest, I was a bit hesitant to answer this one – mostly because I know there is a lot of Papyrus dialogue surrounding this subject in the actual game, and I’m not as familiar with it as most people, so I didn’t want to misrepresent his character or anything.

But, assuming he isn’t afraid of dying, I came up with a bunch of random headcanons as to why.

So, as most people know, Papyrus is very passionate about his hobbies and ambitions. Wanting to join the Royal Guard, for example, is a major part of his character within the game. So why wouldn’t he be afraid to die if he has so much to live for?

Personally, I like to headcanon that (where the human is concerned at least) Papyrus is more aware of Resets than he lets on. He (mostly) isn’t afraid to die, because he knows it isn’t permanent.

But in cases where the human is absent – or just in general – I like to think that the two things that would scare him most about death would be: 1. Missing out on so many of life’s opportunities. 2. Leaving behind the people he cares about.

As far as number 1 is concerned, I strongly believe that given how selfless Papyrus is, this wouldn’t be a massive issue for him. While he might project himself as slightly egotistical and eager to please and impress, I don’t think ambitions such as joining the Royal Guard are as important to him as he lets on. I think the bigger thing would be number 2 – leaving his friends behind. 

While I’m certain he would have qualms about abandoning the people he loves, I believe that his confidence in their ability to function without him would ease his mind. One of the things I love about Papyrus’ character is how much faith his has in people. I think, even in death, he would feel reassured that his brother and his friends would be alright without him – because he believes in them and their strength to survive without him.

Uh. Anyway. I think you all know what kind of drunk I am now. I seriously can’t stop talking.

Thank you though, Rhody! I’m sorry for getting a bit carried away.

I think most people are asleep right now, but feel free to send me more asks! (From the list or not). It’s about an hour to the new year here, so early Happy New Year’s everyone!